I don’t think that I have ever started to write a post, without fully knowing what the point of it is. Yet this is what I am doing now. Last week was a whirlwind of awesomeness. I genuinely couldn’t believe the blogging opportunities being presented to me. I work very hard on my blog, so I guess it was some of that hard work paying off. Then Friday arrived and we got some news that means our future is very uncertain. Nothing to do with our family’s health or relationships, but in a few months time our lives may be very different. The news is like a black cloud, however much I try to look for the sun, the cloud drifts into my view.
We will not know the result of this news for a few months and I cannot, I WILL not be affected by it, until it happens. So I am focusing on the simple things to help me. Most importantly; We will still be together as a family.
I felt anxious today and decided just to drink in our beautiful daughter. Her beauty and the light she radiates will not change. At the end of the day, as long as we still have each other, the rest is window dressing.
So we sat on the floor and built mega blocks towers. The worries melting away as we helped each other build our imaginary worlds. Trying to build the biggest tower we could to show to Daddy when he arrived home. Baby straining to put the block on the very top of the tower.
Each time it collapsed, we laughed and started again. I love her focus.
Sitting on the floor, nothing else mattered; no-one can touch us, as what we have is unbreakable.
In the end the unbreakable relationships are the only thing that really matter.
Our little family will always be, wherever we are and whatever we are doing.
