Happy Clapping

For a few weeks now Baby and I have been clapping together.  I hold her hands and help her.  However, last Saturday Baby learned to clap on her own.  It was so lovely that Mr Hubby was here as well to see it.  She had just finished breakfast and just started clapping, we congratulated her and she was thrilled!  So …

Rest In Peace

It is with great sadness that I tell you my Aunty died today.  She had MS and had been poorly for a while now.  Last week they told us that she would not live to see Christmas and so my mum has been by her bed almost solidly since.  In the end she wasn’t able to eat or drink and …

Yum Yum

I have blogged a few times about Baby’s inconsistent interest in food and it has been a real worry for me.  I was so scared it would mean that she would go on to have issues with food.  Recently I was happy to report that she seems to be enjoying food much more, which is such a relief to me …

8 Months Old Today

Our little Baby is 8 months old today.  I can hardly believe it.  I never expected the time to go so fast.  Yet I struggle to remember what life was like before she arrived.  It was as if I was missing her, before I even met her.  She has made such an impact on our lives and sometimes I could …

Superbaby – Magic Moments #5

I’m sure every family has their little idiosyncrasies, things they do and say, that is unique or special to their family.  Simple everyday things, jokes or simple actions.  Mr Hubby once put baby into a flying position and joked that she was Superbaby.  She smiled and laughed and it stuck.  When she is feeling fraught, he pops her in the …

Who Am I?

Well I have been on the PND medication for just over two weeks and I had a check up with my Doctor on Monday.  In general I think I feel a bit better.  Well I definitely have cried less than usual over the past few days.  I still feel anxious and sick, but I think that is to do with …

Grubs Up {The Ordinary Moments #6}

I regularly read Katie’s Blog (Mummy Daddy Me) and have been inspired to document our Ordinary Moments, as Katie does.  These Ordinary Moments are the everyday, special low key moments, that I want to be etched into my consciousness forever. I have blogged previously about our trials and tribulations weaning Baby.  I thought it would be an easy process, as …

7 Months Old Today

Well Baby is 7 months old today.  I can’t believe it, the time has flown by.  She now has 6 teeth (4 top and two bottom) and is developing her personality at the speed of light, she is so cheeky and smiley.  She is very confident and is never still.  This month has seen her learn to roll back (from …

Where I Live?

I recently read a post by notSupermum that asked ‘Do you like where you live’?  I started to think about all the places I have lived, the contrast of these places and how I felt about them.  Is ‘Home’ always where you currently live? The first place I remember being ‘home’ was a farm on Kettle Hill.  My family moved …

Doctor Doctor

I have had so many lovely messages after posting my experiences with stress and PND, so I just wanted to post an update.  As I have said previously, I don’t want this blog to turn into a negative space, as it started from such a joyous place, but honesty is important.  Honesty is what led me to posting my problems …

O.K Bring Me The Drugs

So Monday wasn’t too bad a day.  I had coffee with friends in the morning and although I didn’t always feel part of it, I didn’t cry, which I thought was good.  The afternoon at home wasn’t unbearable, although it is a bit of a blur.  I started to think that maybe I can sort this out my myself.  How …

Labelled, Loved and Lucky

I had my Doctor’s appointment yesterday.  I had to fill in a form about my feelings, have a chat and then she said I have PND.  Not sure how I am meant to feel about that.  She wants me to meet with my Doctor (as she knows me better), to decide whether I should have drugs, therapy or both.  I …

Tears For Fears

Well I’m no further forward.  I find that I am losing confidence in myself on tasks/work I know how to do well.  As my mind is full, focusing is hard and so doing my normal work is proving challenging.  I hate moaning, but it wouldn’t be truthful after my last post to pretend all is well.  I have to be …

When Does Stress Become More

I am sitting here crying as I type.  I seem to cry a lot at the moment.  I have no right to cry, I have everything I’ve ever wanted.  I know many people who would give their souls to be in my position.  Not because we are rich, or live the high life (we aren’t and don’t), but because I …

Weaning Woes vs Teething Trauma

Well weaning is MUCH more stressful than I imagined it would be.  Baby is so interested in everyone else’s food, but not so much with her own… Originally we blended individual veggies and although she ate some initially, she was not very keen and eventually stopped altogether.  So we moved onto ready made organic pouches.  These went down a storm, …

Happy Half Birthday!

To my darling baby, Well today marks your 6 month birthday.  I can’t believe how quickly the time has gone, yet I cannot remember how it felt before you arrived.  It seems as if you were always in my heart.  I am blessed to have such a bright and beautiful daughter.  I could look at your face and hold you …